(Coy Thole) This song’s about a bad break-up and missing someone you shouldn’t, but eventually letting go.
(via narcotic)
I wish you still loved me
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They said I faked my own abuse.
And I guess I feel a bit used.
I mean sometimes I liked what they did.
But they couldn’t wait to get rid.
Rid of me.
I guess I was blind, I couldn’t see.
What they wanted.
That they taunted.
Their words sting.
Their words ringing in my ears.
I don’t like to hear.
Their words so cruel.
I feel like an utter fool.
He told me what he would do if I said no.
I couldn’t leave, I couldn’t go.
I was trapped.
I was capped.
He used his power.
To tower.
Over my frail body, he broke me.
I choked on his cruelty.
I didn’t like his sadistic games.
I didn’t like his masochistic names.
He had called me his dog, his slave.
My mind and body felt like they could cave.
I knew I had no prince or knight.
No one would come to sight.
And stop the monsters.
They would take me as they pleased.
With their taunts and teasing.
They could destroy me.
And toy with me.
They had everything.
And I had nothing.